From USA TODAY bestselling author Renée Carlino (Before We
Were Strangers), a warm and witty novel about a struggling writer who must come
to grips with her past, present, and future after she discovers that she’s the
inspiration for a pseudonymously published bestselling novel.
When a bestselling debut novel from mysterious author J.
Colby becomes the literary event of the year, Emiline reads it reluctantly. As
an adjunct writing instructor at UC San Diego with her own stalled literary
career and a bumpy long-term relationship, Emiline isn’t thrilled to celebrate
the accomplishments of a young and gifted writer.
Yet from the very first page, Emiline is entranced by the
story of Emerson and Jackson, two childhood best friends who fall in love and
dream of a better life beyond the long dirt road that winds through their
impoverished town in rural Ohio.
That’s because the novel is patterned on Emiline’s own dark
and desperate childhood, which means that “J. Colby” must be Jase: the best
friend and first love she hasn’t seen in over a decade. Far from being
flattered that he wrote the novel from her perspective, Emiline is furious that
he co-opted her painful past and took some dramatic creative liberties with the
ending.
The only way she can put her mind at ease is to find and
confront “J. Colby,” but is she prepared to learn the truth behind the fiction?
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During the winter we pretended our way through the classics,
read every popular kid’s book and by spring of our sixth grade year, the spring
of all the rain, we were ready to be outside and explore again. There was a
creek about half a mile back from our houses, past the tree line. Because of
all the rain that year, it had become more of a river with the strongest
currents right behind where we lived. Every adult warned us to be careful, even
my dead-beat dad would say, “You better use that big brain of yours and stay
out of the creek. You want to go swimming, you can go to the pool in town.”
Funny he would say that because the community pool was a
seven-mile bike ride and it cost three dollars to get in. There was no way I
was going unless Leila, Jax’s mom gave us a ride and even then, I would have to
borrow the money to get in. Frankly,
going to the town pool was a pipe dream. It became a myth to us, a fantasy like
Disneyland or Europe. Jax and I would try to imagine what it was like to go
there.
“I bet they sell popsicles and popcorn and they probably
have clowns too,” I said.
It was a warm day; we had made a picnic in the weeds. I laid
out my Toy Story sleeping bag I’d had from when I was a kid. Jax brought a jar
of applesauce and I brought Fun Dip that my dad had bought me at the 7-11. We
mixed the fun dip into the jar and took turns eating spoonfuls.
“Community pools don’t have clowns, genius.”
“How do you know?” I said.
“Because I just do.”
“I bet there’s a high dive, like fifty feet in the air.”
“Do you know how high fifty feet is? You would die hitting
the water. The impact would kill you.”
“You’re such a know-it-all, Jackson. Why can’t you let a
girl dream? We’re never going to that pool because no one will ever take us,
plus, it costs money, and last time I checked you weren’t making any.”
He lay back on the blanket and propped his hands behind his
head and closed his eyes. “I’m not a know-it-all, I just have cable. And as
soon as I turn sixteen, I’m getting a job. I’ll pay for us to go to the pool.
You’ll see, it’s just a big hole with water in it.”
I never really stared at him until that day. His eyes were
closed so I took the time to inspect every inch of him. I was so curious about
his body. My own body was changing and I was terrified of it. Jax was getting
taller. He was going to be tall like his father, but he looked more like his
mother in coloring and features. Jax’s mom was French, so they had this creamy
skin that looked sun-kissed year around and his brown hair and brown eyes had
streams of gold running throughout it. He was letting his hair grow longer
because he’d been watching some show on TV that took place in California. He
said everyone in California had long hair.
I was trying to grow my own unruly, brown locks out. I don’t
know why, I always had it in a braid. Maybe because I thought I would go to
California with Jax one day. We both yearned for more than weeds and corn. All
the books gave us those silly ideas and filled our heads with things that might
never be.
I lay down beside him and stared directly into the sun. He
turned on his side and propped his head on his elbow.
“You’ll go blind doing that,” he said in a low voice.
“Leave me alone.”
“Why are you in such a bad mood? You PMSing?”
“What do you know about it?”
“A lot.”
“I doubt that and even if I were, it’s beyond rude to talk
to me about it.” I hadn’t started my period yet but I wasn’t going to tell him
that.
About the Author
Renée Carlino is a screenwriter and bestselling author of contemporary women's novels and new adult fiction. Her books have been featured in national publications, including USA TODAY, Huffington Post, Latina magazine, and Publisher's Weekly. She lives in Southern California with her husband, two sons, and their sweet dog June. When she's not at the beach with her boys or working on her next project, she likes to spend her time reading, going to concerts, and eating dark chocolate. Learn more at www.reneecarlino.com
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